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"What I gotta say is,this girl is much more than a friend to me.I can't describe the feeling that I have for her.All I know
is that she's so real at times.I remember back last year, during that big test we had for 10th and 11th graders.I heard some
news about my grandma,and she past away.And after I heard that, I started crying.I mean my real father and now his mother,after
that day I couldnt tell if I felt the same.But in the hallway I was talking to my teacher about how the heck I failed the
spanish test.
He thought I was trying to use my grandma as an excuse but I was'nt.I could'nt take so much of what I have to do and how to
take a situation that terrible.I ain't like other guys,sometimes I get a little bit emotional.Im mean,it's not like me,I ain't
weak but sometimes I can't help of being that way.I don't know what kinda guys Aquilla might be into but I know for a fact
that she does'nt like men who are act like straight up dogs.Im not a guy that act like those horny fiends.Im more better than
that,even I knew that from my actions,that's all guys think about is getting a girl and have sex.I've seen facts,at my summer
job I clean up outside and I see condom plastics around the playground and fields.I know how they are.I'm mean I'll wait but
I'm not so impressed of having sex though.But back to what I was saying,I felt terrible of failing and I thought I knew everything.
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Until I see Aquilla and her friend walk by,she see's me not looking so good.She saw me and ask was I okay,I shook my head.By
that I said no.Her friend was just playing along saying was I okay too cause Aquilla asked me first.She really don't mean
it,I realized that when I thanked her and Aquilla after school.Aquilla was the only one so sincere.Basically than all the
girls really,sometimes them girls that's her friends can very judgable.But I have to live with it,can't pay them no mind.Either
if she like's me or not,I just want to give her back the same sympathy she did for me.Sometimes I would think she's better
off with me,sometimes I think she would be better off with someone else.It all matters what she thinks,I can't force anybody
to love me.I'm not trying too,that how I wanna keep it.Just being the realest of friends.I kinda gotten to know her through
the end of last year,hope I can really get to know her by this year.Then we'll get to know each other.It doe'snt matter if
she likes me or not,I just like being in her presents".
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